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8 days.
If there was a limit to which one can stress their mind to a certain point,
or overload it beyond belief…
I would be the world champion x 10.
You see i’m on the otherside of the world,
but my world is back home waiting for my return.
And even though i’ve been waiting years for this trip,
it’s hard to see any good out of it.
This may seem hard to believe,
because some may never experience the sites i’m witnessing.
and i do feel insanely selfish and ungrateful for this,
but my mind won’t let me think about what I have and need to have now.
So 8 days from now, my mind will go on it’s own holiday once again.
I’ve been on a holiday over here, but the mental side of me has been hit with everything it could possibly encounter.
I must admit it has been a good test of character, but who enjoys tests?
I never want to feel this way again.
The distance and absence have both played their part, and when i do return to this world again, i know it won’t be alone.
I’ll just bring my world with me so that both my body and mind are on holiday together, not just an empty body that roams these streets with no enthusiasm.
I miss my world so much;
I want to keep my world forever,
I don’t think my world is aware of how much i think about it.
I love my world so much.
and together when our two worlds combine,
we will be unbeatable until the end.
…..8 days <3
7 Months.
Things have changed since last summer.
Feelings groove, bodys move and i’m still kickin’
with this love, with this feeling I’ve never experienced before.
But from all this I do know one thing.
My mind is set on this prize.
And I have no intention of letting this trophy slip away from me.
For this prize is mine; not yours, not his, not hers, but mine.
Everything happens for a reason.
So show your scars, your inner-self, not fake masks like all.
I’m stuck here now, but who said i’m complaining?
The one i want and have is waiting…
Ashley <3
